a lonely afternoon...

yup..today's saturday..where most people enjoy their weekend but I am being burdened with many duties. They are not entirely from my lectures as I have to do all by myself. In this afternoon, at least, I have time to write in my blog. Sometimes, I lose my confidence if I face many problems. Actually, those can't be said "problems". But that's what I feel.. Many things make my mind under presure.. those are about my lectures, my family and my friends. About my lectures..how if I can't pass the exam, how if I can't get high score, how if I can't do something precious for my family, how if I can't make them proud of me and many others.. I am really such a perfectionist man. About my family and my friends... I really mizz u there.. Jambi..my lovely town.